accountability.....

I have been thinking a lot lately how I depend on coffee. I look forward to sleeping sometimes because I know that it will only be 8 hours until I get to enjoy that sip again. It is like my cigarette. I am drawn to having conversation with my husband which then makes me feel like I can conquer the world. I am able to get a million things done afterwards because of the energy it gives me. And I think it also causes me to sit and just be me. In other words coffee has become my god. I feel as though I can't live with out it. I look to it for confidence, strength and energy. It is the first thing I go to when I wake up and probably the last thing I think about. So after talking about this with a friend of mine today I have decided to do something about it. I am going to seek first His kingdom. I am not going to have a cup of coffee until I have have met with my one true God. I want to desire Him before anything else. I want to have Him know the real me. I want to depend completely on Him and nothing else! So sistas please help keep me accountable in this.